Sketch
In between letting out and holding in

2023


MDF, Resin, Aluminum, Video
In between letting out and holding in is an installation and video project that records my mixed emotions of pain, frustration, denial, confusion, numbness and fear during grieving. 

In the extreme fear and panic, I wasn’t able to understand what I was feeling.

I felt like I was carrying tears inside my body like a container.
Or like a cucumber that holds moisture. 



2023 MFA Thesis Show: TOWN HALL
UCLA Broad Art Center, New Wight Gallery
















Stills from a video